Kylie May

Kylie May

Layla Faith

Layla Faith

Zoey Noelle

Zoey Noelle

Boyee

Boyee
Our baby boy, due March 16th.

Thursday, February 16, 2012

Something's Missing

I have so much to say. I feel like I should organize my thoughts before I start, but I'll just start writing. I like being busy. I think it's good for me. If I'm not doing something or keeping my mind busy, I'll just think about things. This tends to happen on my long days at work. When I am doing things that don't take much thought. My mind wanders and I think of everything I miss. My friends in Stevens Point, the days when life was easy, my family. And everything, in my mind, that should have been. There's this void. I feel like somethings missing. I carried Layla for 34 weeks and then she was just gone. It's like I'm waiting for something to happen. For more things to do and things to change. I have always said that I like change. I do, to a point. I like new and exciting things. I like the excitement and the rush of being busy. I like the challenge of new projects. To be honest, I think what I'm really missing and what I want so badly is the change and excitement of having a little baby at home. We're ready for the challenge. We were ready a year ago when we got pregnant with Layla. 

Through Layla, God has taught me faith. Now, He's teaching me patience. It's hard for me to wait. I don't know what I'm waiting for. Only God knows what's in the works.

I almost forgot. I don't know who reads this blog. So some of you know this already. We got the duplex! We signed the papers this morning & are moving in the beginning of March. I think it'll be really good for us. Lots more space, in a nice neighborhood, and a great yard! 

This weekend we're going on a family weekend vacation with Bryan's family to Wisconsin Dells. These family things make me miss Layla more. I want more memories with her. Kylie was so ready to go tonight but we're leaving after school tomorrow. I found her like this in her room. 


Not a care in the world. Her mind is totally on the water park! Love it. 

Happy weekend everyone! Enjoy your family. Thank God for all the little things in your life. 

1 comment:

Lyla Our Little Miracle said...

So happy you got the Duplex! Congrats! Enjoy your family vacation! Kylie looks like she can't wait!

I am proud of you for always writing your feelings! It's good to get them out there. Xoxo